I'm a mess! Well no, not entirely. I'm just slightly how you say disorganized *gnashes teeth*
I stay looking at those people who seem to have their life in order wondering "HOW???" how do you manage to just keep everything in check and appear to float through life effortlessly??
So today, I got up bright and early feeling good and motivated and decided "well I ought to get myself together"... but how? sat there thinking for a minute, got distracted and found myself on social media, scrolling through posts and pictures when I saw something about setting goals and sticking to them.
Now lemme tell y'all, thinking about doing something and actually doing it... eish... not the easiest thing to do for most of us. But I decided I should and I will. So I went to my phone's app store, got me some apps to help me with that, a planner with goals set to help me keep track of things
First thing to get in order... SCHOOL!!!! aaarrgghhh this year has been the worst. I've been lazy, off-balance, unfocused and really just not myself. And it's reflected in my academic performance
That needs to change, so first goal, find motivation. Go hard with the books, less class skipping I need to get this degree with no hitches.
Then health and fitness.... I keep losing weight and that's not healthy
So I'm going to have to eat better and keep at it. That's what I currently weigh I fluctuate between 50 -54 so i'll see if i can gain 10 kilos (I know... it's a lot!). Oooh and water too, I have such trouble staying hydrated so I'm going to start off with 1.5 litres a day and work my way up to 2
litres and 2.5 problem with that is the amount of times you have to pee in a day especially if you're out and about in town or any place that's not home or school because the trouble with public toilets lol there's not enough tissue, disinfectant or sanitizer in the world to make them comfortable enough to use
Got myself a morning workout app too, I'm so unfit. I get breathless from spreading my bed, it's that serious and even disappointing I let it go that far so Zam-zam is definitely getting herself together y'all (yes, I refer to myself in 3rd person)
Fingers crossed i'll be able to stick to my goals and set up new ones eventually......... Wish me luck!
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