Unspoken Thoughts

Relationships... *sigh*... boy oh boy do they suck! Don't get me wrong though, I loooove love *googly eyes* (yea I haven't gotten the hang of emojis on here), I'm such a mushy hopeless romantic it's probably sickening to most, heck, it's sickening for me too!

I'm a mess! Well no, not entirely. I'm just slightly how you say disorganized  *gnashes teeth*  I stay looking at those people who seem to have their life in order wondering "HOW???" how do you manage to just keep everything in check and appear to float through life effortlessly??

Hippies... peace and nature loving zen people. You could learn a few things from them, like I did. And in the spirit of setting goals and being better I found myself getting inspiration from quotes and people, Pinterest takes up like 50% of my life lol I get so carried away looking at things I even forget to create boards and pin things. Anyway, I've been going through things mentally and within my psyche that have put a damper on my everything and we don't like that so things have to change.

There I was in my room on campus the entire festive season watching youtube videos non stop because I kinda have no life and I love it. So there I am watching a make-up tutorial and then i see one of the "bf tag" (boyfriend tag). I click on it and start to watch and before I know it i've watched a hundred cute couple videos. I couldn't help it plus y'all know I am such a hopeless romantic, I was blushing and up in the clouds as if I was the one in love lol. Then reality set in that I am single... *moment of silence*