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Could you please lay here with me

It's been a while since you've experienced a certain affection only someone of the opposite sex can give (or same sex for some). You're in need of a certain kind of attention. One that makes you feel special, wanted, one with enough power to brighten up your whole day at the utterance of a single word/name. You wish you could find a best friend through shared intimacy. One you are willing to break down your walls for, give your all to...

You are alone... in need of a friend, a brother, a sister, a stranger, anyone really because trapped by yourself on that island that seems to be surrounded by waters no one ever sails or treads. You are barred from the rest of the world. Shout all you want. There is no one to hear or rescue you... you are alone...

It is dark. You're afraid. You know the monsters are under your bed there waiting for you to fall asleep so they can attack. You know they're real. You've seen them countless times and you know the horror they're capable of...

You lay there and deep within you, you know any minute now you will never again see or be with your friends or family. You see it coming. It's drawing much too close for comfort.... **INHALES**... don't let it go, it might be your last...

You.... I am you...

All the while I could hardly recognise myself as i watch different parts of myself wither away through each circumstance.
Lay with me.... Please... Lay with me, I need your warmth. Hold my hand as I exhale. Restore me. Breathe life into me. Rid me of this loneliness. of this fear. of this entrapment...

**EXHALES**

Now I am revived. But don't leave. Lay with me til the morning so you can see my smile in the new dawn.

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