Repellent

My heart... a dark and narrow twisted hollow
Do you feel it?
It's cold and lonely
Once filled with joy, hope, love.... Love
Ugh. That word.
It is the very bane of my existence.
What good ever came of it?
It is nothing but a curse
A life sucking source of pain
Look at me...
I am broken. Shattered.
You said you'd light up my pathways and fill my hollow void.
Why are you leaving me?
Was I not enough? Or too much?
Did you hurt yourself trying to pick up the broken pieces?
*sigh*
It is I that is hurt, I lay bleeding. I have nothing left.
They're  all gone. Every one of them left.
Left me with this dark and heavy ghost
Take it away from me.... It's too much to bare
It won't let me be. It pierces through me, do you not hear the anguish in my voice?
It torments me. Daily gnawing at my soul
aaaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhh!!
They're all gone.
All but the ghost... It lurks deep within my dark hollow... Searching
It won't let you reside within its domain
Leave!!
It's coming...
And once it takes a hold of you, you shall cease to exist.
Not to the world but to me.
I repel all who near.
Cursed... Doomed to a fate of heartache and loneliness.